Trik or Treat[ment]

Right now i'm tryin to confront my scotophobia and i thought i'd reach out to all of U for help. Kinda like before in honor of Mimi. But this time i could use ur support in what im doin in here. Please.

My request is this:

Do something outside ur comfort zone that scares U. Not something stupid that hurts or harms u or somebody else but something that reaffirms something positive about urself-- like overcoming a problem ur avoiding-- email me back and lemme know what you did and how it went. If not. nevermind then. i understand.

but

                 at least

                             wish

                    me

              luck







god blessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

s.

srsly!!!

Me saying stay away from this hell-hole was NOT—I repeat NOT my way of daring you to come here. What were u thinking???!!!!!!

Most of u who have been on my blog for the past year know that i use reverse psychology to force people 2 do things outside their comf4t zone. This was not the case. Stay away from the fear clinic becuz the horror stories about it are REAL.

Current mood: still freaked out

con fused

Thanks Hector for hitting me back. i'm still using Nurse O's stolen blackberry to stay in touch with all of you. This could be bullshit, but according to a friend of mine Tony’s sister who was at this fear clinic in Arizona a few years ago-- he said that this dude Andover used some kind of experimental drugs on Lissa to cure her agoraphobia. Not sure what.

Current mood: very freaked out

???

My friend Tony can be a dickless liar, so not sure if what i 4warded to u is true or not. Evidently Tony said his sister was released from the clinic when this dr. Andover guy got shut down by the popo. So he moved to Mexico... something about regulations ruining his “high level of effectiveness” or some shit like that.

wish i knew that b4 coming here.

Current mood: state of optimystical denial = totally fucked

WARNING READ NOW!

i'm at the fear clinic using the blackberry i stole from Nurse Owens to stay in touch with U all.

4 u patients on ur way here....

STAY AWAY from this place— DO NOT seek it out as a cure for ur foebeus.

Somebody's coming have 2 go and stash this ph

ken u hear me?

hickory-dickery Doc

i'm at andover's fear clinic... 2 many shadows in ma way to ditch him at the airport. funny how he seemed to know that about me. maybe i made a bad choice, but i didn't have one.

nicey nurse O. lemme use her computer. bars on the windows. hard to get outta here. wish me luck.

Current mood: fear not